I don't believe what I just said (demo)

from Excuses by courtlyn louise

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I'm out of touch with no release
and throwing out what I don't eat
but I'm sure that I won't defeat myself
in the back of my own mind where I'm camped out

I'm telling lies and making jokes
avoiding intersecting roads
in my head, where my bed just feels alone, oh oh
but I don't believe what I just said

I don't know what it is I need
I can't just drain my head for free
and I don't believe I don't receive enough from me
in regards to my own company

I don't expect the evening to fly around with me
and I don't expect the regal to buy a round for me
I admit that I'm really just trying to get by
I admit that I'm really just tentative and dry

oh oh oh
oh oh oh
oh oh oh

I can't be sure that I'm alright
but the shifting in my brain feels just fine
and the ringing in my ears has me holding tight
and I'm trying to make the most of my life

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from Excuses, released January 16, 2019

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courtlyn louise New Jersey

courtlyn louise (she/they) is a queer singer/songwriter and musician. armed with a baritone ukulele, their music and vocal style draw influence from folk, alt-rock, and contemporary musical theatre, combining conversational and metaphorical lyrics with flavorful chords and dynamic melodies 🌿

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