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All I Do (demo)

from Excuses by courtlyn louise

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I'm packing up my bags and leaving town
I wanna find a place where I won't see your face around
maybe denver or tennessee
maybe I'll find someone who won't make me want to leave

I'll change my sheets and go to bed
and try to scrape off the bad feelings that linger in my head
close my eyes and count to ten
and hope that next time, this won't happen again

all I do is dream of what I don't have
floating down a stream, trying to pick from two halves
of a life I once had

I'm making up my own mind for the first time in my life
I know what I want and I know that it's more than just a wife
I'm trying to take care of what the world wants from me
but not before I can take care of me

all I do is scream, but I still cannot hear
I'm afraid to fall, and upset all the gears
that spin my whole life

what I say I want is alone time, but not as much as I give myself
I really just want to be with someone, but not someone I'd put on a shelf
hold on x2

'cause I guess we made it here alone

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from Excuses, released January 16, 2019

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courtlyn louise New Jersey

courtlyn louise (she/they) is a queer singer/songwriter and musician. armed with a baritone ukulele, their music and vocal style draw influence from folk, alt-rock, and contemporary musical theatre, combining conversational and metaphorical lyrics with flavorful chords and dynamic melodies 🌿

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